Hello Mudda Hello Fadda

I remember when Meghan sang that at the Windsor Hills talent show. Those were the days.

Camp is having some Up's and down's.
The Up's are:
- I am program director this week so I get to boss all the counselors around and I have my own desk.
- I get to be SUPER arts and crafty which I LOVE
- I feel like I am actually doing real work because I am covered in dirt, leaves and twigs by the end of the day
- I'm getting paid to do something I really love
- I got to be CPR/First Aid certified
- I am working with Americorps which I think is great
- Walking up and down all those hills everyday will totally kick my butt into shape

The Down's are:
- It's hot
- I keep finding ticks on me and am getting a bit worried that I might get lime disease.
- An 6 foot snake lives under the sports shed

It's a good thing there are more Up's then Down's.

On The Radio

This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you can't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone muct breathe
Until their dying breath

I'm tired of change. I 'm ready to slow it down.

summer fun

So I like how I never use this anymore. I kinda always I forget that I have it.

So school is out for summer, which is awesome. This summer is going to be amazing. I am SO excited about my new job as a day camp counselor. I remember how much fun it was to go to camp when I was little and much I looked up to the couselors there. It's going to be so much fun to help other kids have that same experience. I miss being outdoors too! I'm sure I will be totally sick of the outdoors when the high is 101, but for now, I miss it.

My mom called to tell me that she broke her baby toe today. That sure is a shitty way to start out mother's day weekend. Poor lady, she'll have to hobble around all day with little children. Or course she doesn't give a damn, we was on her way to go to the store and save the world or something, who knows.

feel the rain on your skin

I want it to rain more than anything today. It hasn't rained in a while and I miss it. There is nothing nicer than walking to class when there is a light rain. There has to be someone around here who knows how to rain dance. It's Oklahoma for God's sake.

wow it's been a while

Can you tell I've been busy? I can't believe it's been like 4 months since I have posted. Here's an update:

My roommate finally freakin moved out so now I have my own room. :) And I love it.

I got a new cell phone for my birthday which was this monday.

Mitch and I broke up. (He's an ass)

Meg and I signed our lease for the townhouse next year. YAY!

Geology=Hell

hmmm

today was one of those days. i have a lot to do but i keep jumping from project to project. it seems like im never going to get my history done. i'm really never going to get it done if my roommate keeps talking on her phone. loudly might i add. i don't have time to talk on the phone. she says she is leaving next semester to go to a different school. it might be nice to have my own room. i really miss being alone sometimes. grrr.... so loud. it is driving me crazy. i guess phone manners are not a big issue to her.

anyway. i need to stop complaining about that. i need to work on my paper. oh what fun! a nice little vent and im through. i can make it until tomorrow.

its over? no way.

i cannot believe it's saturday night. i swear to God that it is friday. i got to hang out with kendall all weekend. he just came back from boot camp and i missed him so much! he lost 25 pounds and all muscley now. he leaves for more marine training on the 25. i wont be able to come next weekend i dont think i will see him again until christmas. it really sucks. we have been best friends since kindergarten and i cannot believe he is so grown up now. i am so scared he is going to be shipped away somewhere. i dont know what i would do if he was gone.

my brother's birthday was this weekend. he's 23! what an old man. haha, i was glad i got to actually see him. he went to the fair with his friends and then we had a family thing. i took some of the cake back to school...yumm. midnight snack! i sure as hell will be up that long doing freakin history. woo! speaking of that i probably should go do that.....