hmmm

today was one of those days. i have a lot to do but i keep jumping from project to project. it seems like im never going to get my history done. i'm really never going to get it done if my roommate keeps talking on her phone. loudly might i add. i don't have time to talk on the phone. she says she is leaving next semester to go to a different school. it might be nice to have my own room. i really miss being alone sometimes. grrr.... so loud. it is driving me crazy. i guess phone manners are not a big issue to her.

anyway. i need to stop complaining about that. i need to work on my paper. oh what fun! a nice little vent and im through. i can make it until tomorrow.

its over? no way.

i cannot believe it's saturday night. i swear to God that it is friday. i got to hang out with kendall all weekend. he just came back from boot camp and i missed him so much! he lost 25 pounds and all muscley now. he leaves for more marine training on the 25. i wont be able to come next weekend i dont think i will see him again until christmas. it really sucks. we have been best friends since kindergarten and i cannot believe he is so grown up now. i am so scared he is going to be shipped away somewhere. i dont know what i would do if he was gone.

my brother's birthday was this weekend. he's 23! what an old man. haha, i was glad i got to actually see him. he went to the fair with his friends and then we had a family thing. i took some of the cake back to school...yumm. midnight snack! i sure as hell will be up that long doing freakin history. woo! speaking of that i probably should go do that.....

good ole wednesdays

i think if there is one day of the week i could just skip, it would be wednesday. they are always bleh.

the rest of the day was okay. i bought some bagels and cream cheese for like 8 bucks at the store downstairs. it sucks that my comfort food is so fattening. fuck it. who cares about that anyway. as long as it tastes good.

Or a cupcake

i guess the easiest way to describe what kind of person i am would be to tell this little story.

When i was four, my mom asked my older brother and i what we would do if we were president. my brother, who is four years older than me, said that he would make it a law that everyone had to have a pool in their backyard. i on the other hand, felt that this was simply not enough options for the people of america. i proceeded to tell my mother that if i was president, i would tell people that they needed to have a pool in the front yard OR the backyard, and if they didn't want a pool, they could have a cupcake.

that is me in a nutshell. i am a fixer and people pleaser. i strive to find a solution in everything, even though it does at times get me in trouble. i love to laugh and make others laugh.


here are my ramblings. here are my crazy stories. enjoy.